Recently, I've been thinking that I might have the potential to be a serial killer. I feel as if (whether willingly or not) my emotions have been detached from me completely, except hate and disgust. I can't even say I like anyone, more along the lines of 'I'm fond of that person'. I feel like I sometimes have these sudden impulse and urges to end the lives of others. And when I see people, no matter who they are, I get flashed with images of killing them in brutal ways. =S Is it just hormones? Lol.
Recently, I've been thinking that I might have the potential to be a serial killer. I feel as if (whether willingly or not) my emotions have been detached from me completely, except hate and disgust. I can't even say I like anyone, more along the lines of 'I'm fond of that person'. I feel like I sometimes have these sudden impulse and urges to end the lives of others. And when I see people, no matter who they are, I get flashed with images of killing them in brutal ways. =S Is it just hormones? Lol.
I get that too, but I also like people, well that might just be me liking thier boobs... But idk...
Recently, I've been thinking that I might have the potential to be a serial killer. I feel as if (whether willingly or not) my emotions have been detached from me completely, except hate and disgust. I can't even say I like anyone, more along the lines of 'I'm fond of that person'. I feel like I sometimes have these sudden impulse and urges to end the lives of others. And when I see people, no matter who they are, I get flashed with images of killing them in brutal ways. =S Is it just hormones? Lol.
Theres more people like me out there? Whoa, I'm scared.
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One becomes strong when they are fighting to protect someone close to them... - Shiro Haku
From time to time I imagine what the world would be like if I wiped out a whole bunch of mother fuckers then killed myself in odd way. How would I be remembered? Aibo the dismemberer? Aibo the kick ass?
Recently, I've been thinking that I might have the potential to be a serial killer. I feel as if (whether willingly or not) my emotions have been detached from me completely, except hate and disgust. I can't even say I like anyone, more along the lines of 'I'm fond of that person'. I feel like I sometimes have these sudden impulse and urges to end the lives of others. And when I see people, no matter who they are, I get flashed with images of killing them in brutal ways. =S Is it just hormones? Lol.
yes, or you are becoming like me. lol. ya i know what your going through. i have had urges to choke people, snap there neck, and other things. even to my selve i sometimes choke myself untill i feel dizzy or start to fade away. i have had urges to find a noose and strangle myself. but ya im also stressed out and having a shitty time in my life.
what helps me keep sane and in check.
-do martial arts. i practice aikido which helps keep my mind in check.
-listen to angry music. this helps me stay calm alot of times. i would suggest the unseen, cheap sex, or any punk or heavy metal type stuff.
hope you dont hurt people or get to the point of anger to flip out.:D:D
even to my selve i sometimes choke myself untill i feel dizzy or start to fade away. i have had urges to find a noose and strangle myself. but ya im also stressed out and having a shitty time in my life.
I could relate to this. I don't have any urges to hurt other people, tho.
I could relate to this. I don't have any urges to hurt other people, tho.
i once was very close to nailing one of my best friends in the head with a rock. just because i got built up with frustration and anger. if you get me pissed off enough i will go physco on you ass. but dont worry. i have a high frustration point. doesnt happen very often though.
i once was very close to nailing one of my best friends in the head with a rock. just because i got built up with frustration and anger. if you get me pissed off enough i will go physco on you ass. but dont worry. i have a high frustration point. doesnt happen very often though.
I actually went through the same situation when I was younger. Except, I did throw a rock. I couldn't stand my neighbor friend. He was visiting me with this one chick and I was joking and toss rocks down hill at him when he was walking up. I was pretending to joke, but I nailed him right in the face with quite a heavy rock. I sometimes visit his grave still...
I actually went through the same situation when I was younger. Except, I did throw a rock. I couldn't stand my neighbor friend. He was visiting me with this one chick and I was joking and toss rocks down hill at him when he was walking up. I was pretending to joke, but I nailed him right in the face with quite a heavy rock. I sometimes visit his grave still...
ya the reason i through a rock was because he was throwing rocks at me. after i said please stop throwing rocks at me about 50 times. i picked up a uh well about a good size rock that would fit your palm. and i chucked it at him. luckfully i have bad aim and it shattered over his head. then i screamed."stop throwing fucking rocks at me" ah good times. lol
That reminded me of this situation where some guy attacked me with a stick, so I picked a stick up, too, and I hit him all over the place (sticks weren't his thing, apparently). He ran to his mom, she called my mom, and I got whipped again... good times.
but piss me off and ill rip your face off and shove it up your ass
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"You are like a rose in a great rose field. Each rose is so beautiful to me. But if one dies... I can still look at many other roses..." God of Darkness.
lol i remember when i was like 5 my neighbor and i were messing around. and she was doing something by my door window. the window was at the bottom. she kept saying you cant get me or something. and i think the door was locked. so i kicked the window and it shattered. lol. i guess now that i look upon my past life events i was a pretty fucked up child. lol
I get that too, but I also like people, well that might just be me liking thier boobs... But idk...
Theres more people like me out there? Whoa, I'm scared.
One becomes strong when they are fighting to protect someone close to them... - Shiro Haku
From time to time I imagine what the world would be like if I wiped out a whole bunch of mother fuckers then killed myself in odd way. How would I be remembered? Aibo the dismemberer? Aibo the kick ass?
yes, or you are becoming like me. lol. ya i know what your going through. i have had urges to choke people, snap there neck, and other things. even to my selve i sometimes choke myself untill i feel dizzy or start to fade away. i have had urges to find a noose and strangle myself. but ya im also stressed out and having a shitty time in my life.
what helps me keep sane and in check.
-do martial arts. i practice aikido which helps keep my mind in check.
-listen to angry music. this helps me stay calm alot of times. i would suggest the unseen, cheap sex, or any punk or heavy metal type stuff.
hope you dont hurt people or get to the point of anger to flip out.:D:D
oh also play diablo. that helps alot. if i didnt have diablo i think i would have killed someone by now.:D
I could play anything rated M and get that effect...
i once was very close to nailing one of my best friends in the head with a rock. just because i got built up with frustration and anger. if you get me pissed off enough i will go physco on you ass. but dont worry. i have a high frustration point. doesnt happen very often though.
I actually went through the same situation when I was younger. Except, I did throw a rock. I couldn't stand my neighbor friend. He was visiting me with this one chick and I was joking and toss rocks down hill at him when he was walking up. I was pretending to joke, but I nailed him right in the face with quite a heavy rock. I sometimes visit his grave still...
I got pissed at some guy and threw a rock under is bicycle. He fell, got scratched, cried, and I got whipped (I was 8 or so).
ya the reason i through a rock was because he was throwing rocks at me. after i said please stop throwing rocks at me about 50 times. i picked up a uh well about a good size rock that would fit your palm. and i chucked it at him. luckfully i have bad aim and it shattered over his head. then i screamed."stop throwing fucking rocks at me" ah good times. lol
but piss me off and ill rip your face off and shove it up your ass
Yah you doing that is exactly what this thread is about...Idiot.
What part of rochester do you live in? If you dont mind me asking.
I don't live there anymore but i used to live in Penfield.